Friday, February 19, 2010

How Am I to Begin

Clueless..

I think I have stop blogging so long that now I'm not sure where am I to begin with.. Should I start with life or work? Or some other stuff? Please give me a topic to start off..

Life..

Hmm.. Seriously there's nothing much about this area.. Life just go on, outta my control, most of it.. The new and only thing is that now that I'm done with my second chapter of life, which is studying, which took 15 years, gosh, it's time to move on to a new chapter. Although the new chapter had already begun from Oct last year, but sad to say, only up til now that I figure out the outline of the contents that I want to include and put in this chapter. Can I delete the past few months which I really have no idea what I am doing and start my chapter brand new? Please give me a chance.

Must be wondering what the first chapter is huh, hang on ppl..

Chapter 3: Stepping into the 'adult' zone- The Beginning of Earning a Living..

Now i believe that it is true.. During school days, I've always wanted to start working, to say farewell to the mountains of assignments and exams that seems never ending.. Now that I start my working life, I really miss those schooling days that I do not have to worry about $ and commitments like car payment, phone/internet bills etc..

Not to mention, fellow school/uni mates are better to be with rather than fellow colleagues/clients.. How so? Well, with mates, you can be your true self, fooling around and have fun, what a simple and relaxing life.. With colleagues or clients, you need to be more protective of yourself, putting on your armor and shield.. Can't get too personal, can't be to cool.. No idea who you could trust, as I believe we all know, working circle is very complicated, and human beings are complicated species.. What I can come off is, working life and environment is unpredictable..

I'm not saying that you can't find true friends among your colleagues, or you need to put on a mask during work. I believe that as long as you put your whole heart and mind in it, you will be good.. However, for me, I will take things slow and put on my protective gear in order not to get hurt too much..

Anyway, I'm getting outta topic.. For this chapter, I have set my outline, what I want to do/venture into, what I want to achieve, all my goals and plan for, hmm, the coming let's say 5 years.. Although I can't control anything that comes by during these 5 years, as what the Chinese say, 'plan could not catch up with the changes', but by setting up a plan, there's a guide for me to follow and target for me to achieve..

Back to the chapters of my life.. The previous are as follows:
Chapter 1: Fr Baby to Toddler- The Fun & Worry Free Days
Chapter 2: The Long Learning Process- Growing Up

Love..

A blank page right now.. Still thinking and missing him.. Though the time we spend together as special friends was short, but all of it was sweet and never fails to put a smile on my face..

Work..

Pending.. Will update soon..

CNY..

The most boring one ever in my 21 years.. Ate a lot though, so must start to control my diet..

Wow, what a long piece.. Haha..

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