I think this would be my 3rd blog so far,haha.. Hopefully I wouldn't forget my log in info this time around.. Anyway, after the past few years, I'm trying to start anew, to start from scratch.. Ahh.. I know it wouldn't be easy but I've really made up my mind, to go my own way, I will not turn back.. A new beginning is gonna come soon, in a few months, nervous yet excited of what's coming ahead.. A most important thing in this new journey has already been set out for me- a church, ptl, and I'm really happy bout it.. For the next important step along this journey, I'm worrying bout it but I'll just surrender everything to my heavenly father.. ^^
Do you think it's possible to remove some memories in your head? Maybe just temporarily? I always know letting go would be hard but acheivable, guess I'm wrong, though I'm really determine this time but deep down some part inside I just could not let go, especially the one I'm so use to be with all these while.. Letting go hurts, but that's my only option now.. Guess the only way to heal is as what people always say, time will heal a thousand wounds, though the scar will always be there, but at least it is not visible anymore..
Besides the 1st goal- grow stronger in Him, I think the next one for this new beginning would be to not let history repeat itself, haha, sounds deep right, but seriously, no more.. I would not rush into things, anything, this time and will always seek His guidence and approval 1st.. Be wise.. No more chasing after stuff.. I want my 'd' back..
Well, for now, I just hope I'll survive this final semester, complete everything required and finally freedom.. Lol..
P.S. Stop delaying..
