Turning Worst

Ahh.. I'm super bored, please assign me with something to work on..

Today is another day, the same as the past few weeks.. But the few days is not too bad, as although nothing much to do, there is still something little here and there.. But today is the worst, though my supervisor is here, but up til now since 8.30am, I still have nothing, not even a tiny bit thing to do..

Some of my friends say it's kinda cool, don't have to work too hard, main job is to sit around and then get paid.. But I 'm not this kinda person la, I need to do stuff, I'll go crazy sooner or later just sit around like that.. My mom always say that I should be initiative, ask them is there anything I can do.. I did ask, but they really got nothing for me.. I am not sure why in the first place the company wanna hire new staff, I mean, are they too rich or something?

OWH, please call and save me..

What Am I Doing?

Sitting there early in the morning
Looking around all over me
Everybody is occupied with something
Except the blur old me

Half a day I am there
Thinking of when I am assign something
Another half of the day went by
And I am still there wondering

That's when a day's up
And I still did nothing much
My heart is calling out
Please help me..

Wow, can I call this a poem? Haha.. Anyway, this is what I'm going through right now.. OWH, please please get back to me by tomorrow.. If not I'll just have to think of plan B..

How Am I to Begin

Clueless..

I think I have stop blogging so long that now I'm not sure where am I to begin with.. Should I start with life or work? Or some other stuff? Please give me a topic to start off..

Life..

Hmm.. Seriously there's nothing much about this area.. Life just go on, outta my control, most of it.. The new and only thing is that now that I'm done with my second chapter of life, which is studying, which took 15 years, gosh, it's time to move on to a new chapter. Although the new chapter had already begun from Oct last year, but sad to say, only up til now that I figure out the outline of the contents that I want to include and put in this chapter. Can I delete the past few months which I really have no idea what I am doing and start my chapter brand new? Please give me a chance.

Must be wondering what the first chapter is huh, hang on ppl..

Chapter 3: Stepping into the 'adult' zone- The Beginning of Earning a Living..

Now i believe that it is true.. During school days, I've always wanted to start working, to say farewell to the mountains of assignments and exams that seems never ending.. Now that I start my working life, I really miss those schooling days that I do not have to worry about $ and commitments like car payment, phone/internet bills etc..

Not to mention, fellow school/uni mates are better to be with rather than fellow colleagues/clients.. How so? Well, with mates, you can be your true self, fooling around and have fun, what a simple and relaxing life.. With colleagues or clients, you need to be more protective of yourself, putting on your armor and shield.. Can't get too personal, can't be to cool.. No idea who you could trust, as I believe we all know, working circle is very complicated, and human beings are complicated species.. What I can come off is, working life and environment is unpredictable..

I'm not saying that you can't find true friends among your colleagues, or you need to put on a mask during work. I believe that as long as you put your whole heart and mind in it, you will be good.. However, for me, I will take things slow and put on my protective gear in order not to get hurt too much..

Anyway, I'm getting outta topic.. For this chapter, I have set my outline, what I want to do/venture into, what I want to achieve, all my goals and plan for, hmm, the coming let's say 5 years.. Although I can't control anything that comes by during these 5 years, as what the Chinese say, 'plan could not catch up with the changes', but by setting up a plan, there's a guide for me to follow and target for me to achieve..

Back to the chapters of my life.. The previous are as follows:
Chapter 1: Fr Baby to Toddler- The Fun & Worry Free Days
Chapter 2: The Long Learning Process- Growing Up

Love..

A blank page right now.. Still thinking and missing him.. Though the time we spend together as special friends was short, but all of it was sweet and never fails to put a smile on my face..

Work..

Pending.. Will update soon..

CNY..

The most boring one ever in my 21 years.. Ate a lot though, so must start to control my diet..

Wow, what a long piece.. Haha..